yes, I am in love with my best guy friend. the most stupid thing a girl could ever do. And now i’m shuttered and scared and broken heart and the worst part is, I can’t turn on him for advice. And it kills me to know that I can’t have him back. and I know that I don’t have ANY rights to be jealous when he’s with ___ but he’s making me feel that way. but in the end i always keep in mind that we’re just FRIENDS. but  I TOOK THE RISK. and lost him.

I found this totally weird, but on the chinese newspaper, it was warning people not to use the numbers, “5201314”, as their passwords for anything because it means, “我爱你一生一世”, or in other words, “I love you for life.” I thought that was kind of interesting. If you say those numbers out loud in Chinese, it sounds really similar to those Chinese characters. Another one was “1004”, and that means “angel”, because in Korean, if you say those numbers out loud, it sounds like “Chunsa” (which means Angel, of course). 

Do you know that there’s a chance for you cause there’s a spark in you. you just gotta ignite the light And let it shine just own the night like the Fourth of July. Cause baby you’re a firework come on show ‘em what you were make ‘em go “oh, oh. oh”. Baby you’re everything to me. 5201314 ♡

I Wish I Never Liked You. I wish I didn’t waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you. I wish I didn’t worry or cared about all the times you ignored me. I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special, I wish I never believed every word you said. I wish I never got my hopes high for you. And I wish I never kept trying and trying, knowing I would just go through the same thing. Because in the end, the one that gets hurt isn’t you. Its me.

The truth is I have always been a fool. I know I’m not suppose to feel this way. alam ko naman trip lang un at di naman talaga ako niloko. but what can I do? NASAKTAN AKO EH. KASE NAGMAHAL AKO EH! Tanga ako eh. nagpaniwala ako sa i love you. nagpakatanga ako sa mga sweet-sweetan niya. 

What’s harder than falling in love with someone you’re not supposed to be in love with? or maybe i’m just scared to know that he wont feel the same way. so here it goes. i fell in love with my childhood friend. i knew him like forever. love is all about taking risk. but i won’t take the risk of losing him forever. 

• him : there's a billion of people in this world.
• me : then why do i feel alone?

WTH? Pcaf trending? more like PCAF gossip. whatever as long as i’m not involve. what a waste of time. effort mag gawa ng account. PATHETIC!